Conditioned
Trapped in my head
Searching for a savior
Spinning in circles
Shaming my behavior
Everybody need a favor
Giving in that’s the danger
Run to solitude
To view a different angle
Feeling overwhelmed
Trying to steer the boat
Don’t know who’s at the helm
Find a way to cope
Despised by the man
Think I’m losing hope
Conditioned to pretend
Adolescence,
Wasn’t my friend
Just wanted to blend in
But destiny said,
I win